lOVe iS oNlY a fEeLinG

2005-02-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

okae.. the previous was SOOOOO unlike me.. tis post is juz to restore some sense of normalcy =) urm.. im too lazy to post anything actually.. lalalala.. think i'll juz post a song down =D its just a really nice song.. yup.. ciao then.. god bless!

Feels Like Home
by Chantal Kreviazuk

Something in your eyes makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself in your arms
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts the rest of my life

If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
If you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done

It Feels like home to me
It Feels like home to me
It Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It Feels like home to me
It Feels like home to me
It Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

A window breaks down a long dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see through the dark there is light

If you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
If you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much

It Feels like home to me
It Feels like home to me
It Feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It Feels like home to me
It Feels like home to me
It Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

2005-02-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

lalalala.. quick post.. muz go mugg liao.. okae.. its been a tiring past 2 days, but ive persevered yay! haha.. sec 4 muz giv my all.. on tuesdae, had a horrible day in sch.. kept dozin off.. esp durin chinese.. den mr lee woke me up n asked me to read, n said i wud fail my oral.. -dots- haha.. nvm.. after sch went mass but did not hang arnd to 'socialise' cos was tired.. a lot of ppl went but.. not enough =D go figure..

2dae arh.. sch was so-so la.. didnt sleep durin lessons at all the whole day -beams- cos i had a grand total of dunu how many free periods.. so i slept.. on my hand.. which became numb when i woke up.. weird haha (: well had pe.. soccer.. i scored a hat-trick yay -beams again- haha.. den went mass.. was with brandon.. den after mass met jes, von n joan.. walked jes home.. speakin abt her, i hv no idea wat her doodles are abt (check her blog).. so if anyone figures em out, let me know kae? =D haha..

umm.. that's it! bye! god bless! =)

2005-02-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

bleh.. shit la.. wat i posted junnow kena deleted so i'll make tis even shorter.. im tired. saturday mornin watched constantine, took a nap in the afternoon, den had a gathering at my godpa's place.. my beloved second family.. =) sunday mornin went mass, LOG meetin, lunch.. umm.. den came home.. started on essay but left for another family gatherin before i cud finish it.. kinda fun la. my adorable nephews n nieces rawk! n i luv my cousins! such fun n amicable ppl. n to my bro jared.. JADE JADE JADE.. teehee..

2dae went sch so freakin tired.. fell asleep durin chinese, n drooled while dreamin abt angpows. =x after sch had mc meetin n i was juz so tired n frustrated la.. very mooooody now.. so sorry if i offend anyone or smth.. please try to be understandin kae? n chee, if ur readin tis, can u PLEASE be my human punching bag? -puppy eyes- =D

2005-02-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

Beautiful Soul
by Jesse McCartney

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

CHORUS
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry
C'mon let's try

REPEAT CHORUS

Am I crazy for wanting you?
Maybe do you think you could want me too?
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do?
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

REPEAT CHORUS

nice song =)

2005-02-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

will make tis a quick post.. ystd went to visit aunty sio hwee (i dunu how to spell her name) who broke her knee, and her mum.. went to visit mr saw also.. ate a lot of new year goodies haha.. which is why i suffered while fasting 2dae.. 2dae is ash 'wednesday' friday, so i decided to fast haha.. anyway, 2dae after sch, i left for parkway on a secret mission (hee..), then returned to sch for 'dragon boat training'.. only one fella turned up so i happily went home.. blah blah blah.. went church with family.. nth much haha.. juz feelin hungry.. waitin for midnite den i will eat like a wolf =D wells, take care n God Bless!

2005-02-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

shall blog abt wat happened ystd after i blogged n 2dae =D ystd afternoon, kennie came over and we played guitar haha! =) then he left n i snoozed, before my family and i went to my grandma's hse fer reunion dinner.. as usual i overate!!! haha.. met my kuzzins n all.. sweet =)

2dae arh.. hectic! late mornin first visited my dad's bro.. only a few from his side were there.. but its okae since we are hvin another gatherin tis sundae.. well.. my nephews n nieces all grow so fast!! then again, my uncles and aunties all shrink so fast also! tee hee.. wells.. very happie occasion.. smiles all around. nice =) haha lunch was aaaaa haha.. every year it tastes damn good.. who says women are inconsistent? wheee.. after tat came home to keep some stuff den left for my grandma's hse again..

as usual, my cousins, aunties n uncles were there.. grandpa n grandma there too la duh.. hmmz.. auntie monica n uncle hassan were dere too.. nice ppl =) but i got damn bored n i fell asleep on the sofa for more than an hour.. haha.. chinese new year is meant only for old people la.. we, the freedom-loving youths (FLY), need more rigorous activity.. haha.. lame.. aniwae.. tats that.. came home arnd 8.45 so here i am bloggin..

unlike some people, i didnt get a lot of ang pows.. but it doesnt really matter yea? -consoles myself- haha.. its good enough spendin time with my family.. yup =) well.. valentines day comin up.. so is Lent.. and since Lent is abt giving up what u love the most...

bye. =)

2005-02-08T14:15:00.000+08:00

okae i shall finally blog.. in paragraphs =D abt the past 3 days

sundae: went for mass, then had youth meeting.. janice gave a really good talk.. celebration fer jerome n melv. core grp stuff bleh.. aniwae, after tat went to eat at sushi tei. i shant include any details heh. then went to tim's hse.. minus all who left after meetin n lunch, jes, joan, von, teri, abi, fam, myself went to his place.. taught von a song on guitar haha =D aniwae.. played bridge n stuff.. den left arnd 6.. rushed home plae soccer with bryan, monkuz n kennie.. i rawk haha! NOT.. =P tats abt it..

monday: BORING.. meetings after meetings drove me nuts.. got a haircut =P

today: started off really bad.. boring crap celebration.. den after tat went to land room to get ppl to sign up for the dragon boat thing.. after tat at canteen waited for nick he was supposed to pei me but he too busy or smth i dun giv a damn wat excuse he has.. met some seniors n IP juniors who visited the school.. den took bus wif pang, ben, ken n some ulu fella until bishan, where i wanted to buy my guitar string.. ran into my bro, jonnie&gurlfren, n a number of ex-classmates at j8.. but the stupid guitar shop was closed, so i took bus to thomson plaza..

there.. i went straight for the guitar shop feelin really sulky but guess wat? i ran into LIONEL LEWIS! haha.. the superman singapore goalkeeper who won the Most Valuable Player for the tiger cup.. was with his dad fixin his guitar.. he was damn frenly lor.. smiled at me.. so i went n got his autograph.. damn i didnt hv my Lions pic with me so he signed in my notebook.. he wrote "to: justin. best wishes -sign-" haha.. was talkn to him too.. forgot wat i said liao cos i was blur then.. but i said he was damn pro n he said he was lucky =x. tats all i rmb haha.. if only hasrin jailani was there too lol.. aniwae.. got my guitar string.. n fixed my guitar liao.. yay! means i dont need YOUR help.. go eff orf bleh.

i won't bother cryin over the spilt milk, especially because u deliberately toppled the glass..

2005-02-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. let me first say tat i will paragraph my post to make someone happy.. haha.. anw, did tons of thingies 2dae.. so let me juz type it all out.. went sch, had a.maths den chem.. recess.. had e.maths then geog.. haha.. we ended up talkin abt dreams and stuffs instead of discussin geog. =D after tat, had a damn quick lunch, den went for trng..

was helpin benji with some stuffs.. but cos everyone had drills first, i went to do paintin at the mc room.. so fun haha! den got green paint on my nose so ms tang was like laffin at me.. o_O anihows, i stopped paintin arnd 3.30, cos had to go back to trainin n take the kiddies for their pt.. wah 8 ppl report sick.. weaklings.. heh. so after pt they all left for east coast park to plae soccer.. but i went bak to paintin..

ran into him bleh.. but wth.. so paintin lalala.. den at 5.30, changed back into my uni and went to see ban huat.. had to do usherin for all the parents comin in fer meet the parents.. arranged tables all tat.. den cos there were no prefects (swines!) arnd to help out, i was like the only guy there usherin all the parents.. crap lor! wth la..

after tat returned to trainin cos the ppl had come bak frm east coast.. hmmz.. im in charge of trainin the dragon boatin ppl yay! =) finally got smth to do haha.. den left with nick, see kiat n cass.. silly kenneth dun wanna talk 55 nowadays.. strange lol.. yup.. tats it.. God Bless!

2005-02-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

im finally postin.. 2dae is the only dae all week thats worth postin abt.. anyway.. mornin went sch, had physics, den recess, den chinese.. fell asleep.. didnt mean too tho, but got real bored -haish- den had english.. wasnt payin attention for the last period or so.. cos ms tham was talkin rubbish.. really.. anihow, after sch had monitors meetin.. didnt really do much.. den was gonna leave with nick n see kiat to parkway parade, but TAT idiot wanted to come along.. in the end, nick n i left first to peninsular, while the others.. i dunu wat n neither do i care what they did.. so reached peninsular, den went to the basement guitar haven.. i got my tuner, while nick got his guitar string.. so cool i was tryin out a $1500 guitar haha.. anyways, afta tat we ate at long john silver, den took mrt down to toa payoh.. lookin for some stupid glass jar tat he needed for the invest souveniers for other schs.. cudnt find.. so frm dere took bus to gardens.. followed him while he got his haircut, den he had to go for some dinner with his church ppl so i walked to church.. went ado room n mass with some ppl.. left quickly after.. guess who i met at the bus stop? my long-lost meimei adeline! haha.. anyhows, i fell asleep on the bus n ended up at khatib -crys- so took bus back home la (duh).. tats abt it..

2005-01-31T20:07:00.000+08:00

okae.. one bloody long n tiring dae which i juz hv to blog abt so tat i can get everything off my chest.. urgh! mornin woke up bloody late, rushed and made it to school just on time.. assembly, then lessons.. durin recess sat with land ppl.. den he came n spoke to me abt smth.. urgh! i really really cant stand him.. cos.. nvm =P. anyhows, after recess had emaths then chem.. stupid experiment so frustratin.. got perfect results, but dunu how to do the calculations.. -crys- den me n jona had to go for the student dialoge thing with our principal mr ang.. full of crap la.. but i appreciate his effort.. anyhows, went bak class.. got chinese lesson.. stupid teacher pissed me off.. i handed him homework.. only a few of us did it btw, then he dowan collect.. sae wat muz go staff room put in his box.. and he like wanted to scold all those who did their work but didnt hand up in his silly box, when so many others didnt do! what a -toot- lor.. ah hells.. after tat had geog den end of sch.. there was ncc meetin but i didnt go cos had monitors council exco meeting.. went to parade square.. played a bit of tim's guitar.. den ms tang came n we had the meeting.. after tat, went to canteen to teach tim a song on guitar.. so many idiots came to disturb us.. plus i was in a bad mood.. tajuddin, ernest, khairi.. u all can eff orf! bloody idiots.. at least mark cared enough.. wth la.. den went back with nick n cass.. at least nick can still cheer me up with his stupid crap.. haha.. -phew- thats abt it la.. im sick and tired.. im pissed.. but yea.. -deep breath- i'll be better =). god bless!

2005-01-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

hey.. will make tis short.. youth group name is now LEAVEN OF GOD! =) haha erm.. actually i hv nth else to sae.. feelin rather empty now. ah hells. =) byebye

2005-01-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

I Do (Cherish You)
by 98 Degrees

I Do,I Do babe
I Do,I Do

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding

Your hand brushes mine
And the thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

(chorus)
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Well I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise

In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
'Till my dying day

(chrous) + some crap

2005-01-29T00:09:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. shall blog abt my life.. duh.. haha.. im a silly head! haha.. okae.. thursday after sch went to watch "hotel rwanda" at lido for some sch assignment.. really beautiful movie.. k i admit i cried la.. it just hurts to see families torn apart, or innocent little children bein killed.. the look of fear and helplessness in their eyes. -sighz- anyhows, after tat i went for mass. after walkin jeslynn home, i walked aimlessly before takin bus home.. haha. =) friday.. another tiring dae of lessons. bleh! ms tham consoled me fer cryin durin the movie haha. =) anyhows, afta sch i had to rush to the monitors council room and help out with the money collection.. basically we are collectin a Victoria Pocket Money Fund, which will be used for the EDGE project. this project is initiated by the prefects and monitors of victoria school, and its purpose is to help improve literacy and the education of english in poverty-striken Laos. our target is to raise $6000, and 2dae first collection got arnd $1200.. soo good job victorians! =) anyhows, after that had trng.. blah blah blah boring stuff.. i got promoted yay! to staff sgt.. dunu what i did to deserve it tho, but yea.. will work hard =) came home, went running.. wah was so tired so decided to do a short 2.4km.. erm.. ladidadida.. american idol was hilarious haha. wells.. ive run out of things to sae, so tk care ppl! God Bless! =)

2005-01-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

okae.. shall tell u abt wat happened since sunday.. monday went sch blah blah blah, dismissed early so came home early. =P tuesday went sch blah blah blah, then afta sch had mc exco meetin, then went home late. wednesday (u guessed it hee) went sch blah blah blah, afta sch had pe.. gosh my soccer REALLY sucks haha.. but ive pulled my left hamstring la.. very bad.. wearing some support now ='( takin shaun's advice, i tried to do some runnin 2dae.. short run la.. or at least it was meant to be.. go figure if 5km is long or short.. heh. came back n my thighs n hamstrings were burnin with pain.. ah hells.. unfit me =). anyhows, tmr gonna watch "hotel ravana" after sch for some sch projjie, n saturday goin out with chookie to get guitar stuff yay! haha.. nth to say liaox.. so yup.. tk care ppl! god bless! =))

2005-01-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

okae.. due to popular demand, im here to post smth.. haha.. will tell u abt my long weekend.. =)
friday: woke up early, played comp.. haha.. justin k invited me to go with him, swee, adeline n melissa watch a movie for his birthday, but i didnt cos i went to buy a guitar.. got an acoustic guitar yay! haha =)
saturday: woke up early AGAIN (like 8am? urgh!) morning was pretty boring.. juz relaxing and stuff.. den marcus came over with his ancient guitar (probably older than his age n mine combined).. wanted to restring, but i said dunnid.. so i juz tuned everythin fer him, and we had a little playin session in my room.. before he left to changi airport o_O so blah blah blah.. evenin went with my mum, grandma, aunty and maid to china town.. ate at the famous porridge stall (which i never heard of), then walked arnd.. haha i finally felt chinese! lol.. bought stuff mainly for gramma.. but i got my bak kua yay! lols.. walked frm 10 to 12++, reached home arnd 1am.. finally went to sleep at 3am, which explains why i was so gong gong...
today: went for 9am mass, ate breakfast with family.. den went for the youth meeting.. at least next week onwards we gonna hv a name.. 'ignite' or 'leaven of God'.. haha.. but someone adeline preferred my nutcase suggestion "peace of cake" O.O wells.. tried to do some talkin but was feelin blur so i juz blurted out some crap.. sorry ah ppl if i was talkin in circles.. haha.. well after the meetin ppl dispersed.. i went swimmin yay! with cousin n bro.. den went to eat lunch at arnd 4 lol.. came home slept a while and here i am! whee..
hahas.. thats it folks! God bless! =)

2005-01-21T08:57:00.000+08:00

im sooooooooo tired!! haha.. monday had meetin till 6+, tuesdae left sch at 5.15, wed after a game of floorball n helpin some juniors with work i left sch at 7, and juz ystd i went to plae soccer after trainin so i finished arnd 7.40.. and let me remind u that it takes at least 1 hour 10mins to get home (sometimes almost 2hrs) bleh. anw, only 2 things happened tis week tats worth tokin abt.. on tue, pang, nick n myself were on the bus.. when this unkempt guy with long messy hair n super dirty clothes walked up the bus.. and he smelt so bad everyone in the whole bus was coughin n covering their noses.. haha.. it was TERRIBLE! i almost died.. ALMOST.. haiz wasted.. just a bit more lor =) de other thing is ystd soccer.. played at opera estate and i suck haha =) admit la.. not used to plaein with hard ball n on hard court. my shootin all screwed up.. sowwie ppl :( haha. we played with some mats frm other schs (some were not schoolin i heard) kena whacked in the face so i a bit googoo now la haha.. hmmz.. oh yea! i lost 2 cm.. now im only 1.67cm tall -crys- no more presses for me.. hmmph! haha.. well, tats abt it.. oh one more thing.. i figured that since someone doesnt give a shit abt me, i wont care either =) yup. bye then. God Bless!

2005-01-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

thank you jeslynn for that wonderful post. im sure youve touched many lives. haha.. just wanna say a big KUDOS to the singapore soccer team.. u all hv done us proud winning the Tiger Cup.. the SEA Games cup beckons.. haha.. gtg now.. God Bless.

2005-01-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

hellos. guess who?
its not a stupid question!
no prizes for guessing who i am though.
so common sense would tell you i ain't justin.
muahahahahaha.
i've come to invade but apparently i have no idea what to write.
how silly.
*thinks*
what could i possibly write?
haha
i'm bored.
oh well.
shall go torture some poor innocent soul now
since some people say i'm evil
so bye byes.
mis sim says bye too (:

2005-01-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Since U Been Gone
by Kelly Clarkson

Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
You dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

(chorus)
But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

(chorus)

You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know) that I get
I get what I want
Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone

2005-01-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

im crying now.. tears are streamin down my cheeks.. but these are tears of joy cos WE FOUND CANDY!!!!! she was spotted by a couple wandering arnd, and the couple put her at a hse which was wilin to take care of her. the owners then took sooo good care of her.. spent $70++ on food, soap.. plus medical checkup all that.. they bathed her also.. did all taht to take care of her.. the couple called my mum arnd 11.15, den we went to the hse.. met the couple mr n mrs lim, n the household, the Mo Family. thank you all so much for helpin us find a missing member of our family. to all those people reading this.. always have faith, for our God is a God who works his wonders in special ways. do not pray for what u want, but trust in God's wonderful plans. submit your all to Him, in the belief that what He has to offer is beyond anything our human bodies ever desired for. God bless everyone! -so happie- =)

2005-01-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

the search for Candy continues.. after a long n tiring day of school with lots of ups and downs, but more downs than ups, i took bus home with derrick.. saw kyna at the bus stop n think i saw weiting at another bus stop.. 2 nitemare gurls.. but eff tat.. went to church, sat with mirabel n jeslynn.. 2 non-nitemare gurls hehe. di joined us after mass.. all scribbled on my diary heh. on the bus home was counsellin a junior via sms.. den reached home, ate dinner, and went to search for candy.. aunty shirley, bro n mum had been out for 3hrs stickin posters on pillars.. later i went searchin all over.. search like crazy.. dad is out now puttin the posters into every house.. printed dunu how many hundred copies.. the family is workin together, but i doubt we will succeed.. still, i faithfully place everything into His hands. God Bless.

2005-01-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

heys.. quick post.. mornin went mass with family, den had a fruitful meeting.. no details heh.. other than the fact that i am in charge of prayer.. but ppl remember this: prayer is a personal responsibility.. always remain prayerful and then i can slack =D. no la.. u get wat im tryin to sae.. anw, the others went to macs but i took bus with joan and kiara to toa payoh, den took mrt to j8 makan lunch with papa there.. went home.. kennie came over and thot mi how to plae the guitar thingie haha u rawk bruddah! den smth bad happened.. my doggie Candy escaped.. as i type i think my mum is still cryin cos she is very attatched to our pet maltese.. ppl please say a prayer of comfort for my mum.. and mebbe u can add in a lil prayer for of wellbeing for my doggie heh. wells.. nth much to sae.. byez. God Bless!

2005-01-09T01:49:00.000+08:00

Pieces
by Sum 41

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things that I said

(chorus)
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own

this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have

(chorus)

I tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it
nothing could ever be so wrong
it's hard to believe me
it never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

(chorus)

2005-01-08T13:28:00.000+08:00

hey.. ystd was one shitty day haha.. mornin went sch had lessons that was ok la.. after sch was doin work in MC room den guess wat? isaac walked in! haha.. my favvie junior.. havent spoken to him since last yr cos he went to temasek jc for ip proggie.. got a lot of former victorians comin in to visit.. so kewl.. anw, after tat i took taxi with zuraimi to ncc hq to collect some stuff.. he said i cud go home but i wanted to go bak sch do smth (which i didnt do in the end bleh!). sch had ncc trainin.. but they were doin drills, so no pt.. so i spent my time foolin arnd and workin out at the gym.. so rusty lor.. i did 200 pounds on my legs den now they feel funnie.. bench press can only do abt 15-20kg.. nvm i'll work harder haha.. i also got intro to the new teacher ic mr tan who will help out in physical training.. meanin i'll be workin with him.. shud be ok la he looks like a fairly reasonable guy =). after trng left with nick, ben, shawn, xiaoming, pck and roy to siglap centre makan at kfc, den went home wif nick.. fell asleep on the bus cos was exhausted.. came home printed out chords for 'fall to pieces' then practice until i sleep haha.. tis mornin woke up read pprs, makan.. den help my bro shift his bed down.. yay im gonna get my own room! whee haha =) but muscles kinda achy now.. gotta get back into shape heh. well.. cyz ppl.. God Bless.

2005-01-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

todae is such a tiring dae!!! urgh.. mornin went sch had lessons blah blah.. fell asleep for about 3 mins during chinese hee.. den was dozin off durin english compo test.. i gotta get use to tis lifestyle.. after sch had the cca recruitment day.. spoke to 400 kiddos in 10 batches.. can imagine how much my throat suffered.. den went home with nick.. not exactly went home la.. went to kennie's hse cos he had to pass me my christmas prezzie, as well as lend me his guitar.. so came home and played guitar fer dunu how long but realised its late so yada yada me gotta sleep ladidadila.. nitex ppl.. God Bless.

forgive me that i cant forgive u.. i hate myself.. wish things could be the way they were.. but no.. its over.. and i cant start anew cos im still too full of hurt and anger.. please forgive me.. it's now my fault.

2005-01-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

heyas ppl.. sch starts for me tmr cos i juz completed sec 1 orientation camp.. i was in charge of the Challenge Rope Course with jireh 'weirdo' yew.. and my trusty instructors swee tong, faizullah, jun he, anuj, naresh (aka siow-killer), mark, austin.. erm.. hope i didnt miz anione out.. anw.. u guys rawk!! great job.. esp swee tong.. haha. small fella =D anw.. it was freakin tiring la but we managed to handle the sec 1 kiddos (i had to do 'tone setting'), n ms sharma was encouragingly brave enough to try out some of the rope courses.. gooooood job teacher! ^^ anw, i shant talk too much abt the details.. juz wanna thank my fellow camp leaders for the fun time.. nickolas the kitchen boi and bouncer, cass the pimple face (sorry la), clement the joker, shukri the soloist, ernest the umm.. something, aaron the cheongster, jireh the freak, mansoor the monkey, shaun chookie, dennis the zhu, and jaf, zul, jon.. the 'alternative lifestyle, 3-letter-word' group members.. heh. =P wells.. thankew u all.. rawk on bruddahs.. long year ahead.. till then, God Bless.. ciaoz ppl.. =)

P.S. China Black Rules!! (:

2005-01-02T22:14:00.000+08:00

okae.. quick update of what happened.. on new years eve, went to do work with joan n timmie at macs, den timmie left so i walked arnd with joan (she forced me to) until it was time for mass.. blahblahblah.. countdown at home.. listenin to radio.. had a toast den gave my dogs some wine haha.. a BIT la.. they didnt like it anyway.. observed a minute of silence for those who died in the tsunami diaster.. new years day.. slacky slacky, then went to timmie's hse fer the gathering.. almost 20 ppl went right? dunu la.. played pool, ps2.. and that funnie brick game.. so unfair.. i was the only guy, so like there were like 5 gurls tryin to make me lose(except my dear mei).. but i lost only once hee.. well.. a lot of other rubbish happened.. im not gonna blog abt brandon cos that fella freaks me out.. just know that he wet his pants.. hee. so most of the peeps left by midnite, but teri jeslynn joan soo brandon n myself stayed playin cards till arnd 4.. when the gurls all went home.. brandon had passed out by then.. oh and i was playin guitar! WHEEEX!! hahas.. still lernin la.. need my sifu tim soo to teach me =D. rite bruddah? haha.. so slept at 5.30, woke up at 7.30.. went for mass n had meeting.. details for sunday can go check didi's blog.. hee.. erpx.. gonna sleep liao.. got camp tmr.. but ppl muz still sms me hor! hahas.. 3 day camp.. back on wed.. back to school life.. urgh.. shant think abt it first =). God Bless y'all! -gone-

2004-12-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

damn you.

2004-12-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

maybe things arent meant to be
maybe it will all end here
maybe someday you will see
maybe you're my living fear

maybe this is all a bad dream
maybe its for us to forget
maybe life ain't how it seems
maybe you're my biggest regret

maybe the truth has lied
maybe the world is fake
maybe life has already died
maybe i'll attend my wake

but one thing i know to be true
is that things arent the same
and its not that i am blaming you
but you did put me through pain

-justin

2004-12-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

hey.. let me first make it clear that the 2 verses i previously posted were taken frm songs.. the first one was "true" by ryan cabrera, while the second one's "glory of love" by peter cetera.. i juz realised how similiar their surnames are heh. but im not in a good mood.

to you: i've edited this.. what i originally typed was too mean.. please be wary of your actions.. sometimes you really do leave me feelin awkward and stranded.. i hate that feeling.. and i don't want to hurt you again, especially because of what you're going through.. please.. thanks.

to the others.. God Bless you all!

2004-12-26T01:43:00.000+08:00

I am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of
We'll live forever
Knowing together
That we did it all for the
Glory of love

yes dearie.. i would do anything and everything for u.. but im not sure if i want u back.. haish..

2004-12-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

YMERRY CHRISTMAS!!! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! =) Y

2004-12-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2004-12-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

okie.. acherlie, a lot has happened 2dae.. but im too lazy to provide much details (the last post shud tell u why), so im gonna juz giv a brief outline. =) 2dae went for mass with family, gave mel her prezzie at the canteen, then youth meetin. afta tat, i went wif tim soo to toa payoh down there to do a bit of last minit christmas shoppin. met the others at gardens around 5, had dinner (a plate of fruits lol) at chompx2, then went for the 'shine Jesus shine' christmas thingie at svdp. ended arnd 10.30, couped some food.. reached home arnd 11.15pm.. yeh, tats it.. tata! =)

cant believe i'm doing this for you!!

2004-12-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

oh wells... here i go... okay... before i start with my nonsense... erm... i am not justin... i am a girl! hee... wahahahahaha... okay lah... justin didnt have sex change or anything (i may be wrong) but being the lazy guy that he always is... i'm helping him to post something =) so kind hor! anywayz... my name is joan... wahahahahaha... yes!! it's me!! okay... (i'm going to be famous!!) wheeex... hmmm... actually i really have nothing to say... i mean what do you say when someone asks you to do something but there is no topic or title or anything... whahahaha... so... erm... hee? =) okay... let's talk about erm... i seriously dont know... hmm... should i post a poem? erm... how about a story... a fairy tale perhaps! hee... well... let me try... hmm... long time ago, there lived a boy and he lived happily ever after. done! what do you think?? there is a starting and an ending... and the ending is a happy ending... whahahaha... okay... wheeex... hmmm... i really have nothing to say... oh wells... at least this is something right? heex... enjoy! toodle-loo! wahahahaha... =)

signing off
joan

2004-12-16T17:18:00.000+08:00

okae.. as i type, a box of Gatsby "natural hair color remake" is drying out on my hair as a CoolServe guy services the aircon behind me.. so noisy grr.. wells.. about my hair.. since im goin to sch for a camp leader meetin tmr, i had it cut yesterday, and im dyin it back todae.. so funnie.. tho we only used abt 1/3 of the given mixture since i have so little hair, there was still some excess.. so we used it to dye the hair on the tail as well as a streak across the head of my doggie candy.. tee hee.. hope it turns out well.. otherwise the poor b*tch will look silly when everyone comes to visit durin christmas.. speakin of which, i hv yet to wrap the prezzies tat i bhot fer all mie fwenz n such.. dang.. lol.. ah wells.. as the sayin goes, 'give if u expect to receive'. =) hmmz.. i juz made fun of my bro who had is braces fixed 2dae.. callin him terminator cos he got 'metal teeth'.. hahas.. well.. i wrote a poem last nite.. very very abstract.. so i dont expect it to be appreciated or understood.. which means that even if u think it sucks, i dun reallie care.. yup.. tats all ppl.. God Bless!

Untitled
borne in the clouds above
forged though, deep beneathe
where they lie silently that
hidden from the real world
in words secreted by man
for the ones who dared
ventured beyond sight and sound
do they know they've reached
travelling in haste for fear
as reality stretches in a moan
like the rising beyond horizons
where paradise should lie but
only surface deep, not beyond
to the destinated journey
open your hearts and eyes
breaths from tongues of the devil
stroking the gentle cremation
as the believers all fault with
truth that cuts through
flesh and bone of man
in exposed light, finally seen
deceipt lies with secrets
-justin

2004-12-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. think i can add a lil more details hee.. in vietnam (ho chi minh), bought many shirts and all tha.. i even got one of those funnie funnie vietnamese traditional hats.. lols.. anyhow, the cu chi tunnels were the highlights for me.. its a network of over 200km of tunnels dug by the Vietnamese during the Vietnam war.. it was used to screw the ang moh soliders who invaded the area.. yuppers.. very nice.. actually crawled inside one such tunnel.. wheeez! in bangkok, i will spare u the painful details of my shoppin la.. bought rings and accessories, as well as prezs.. jeans and shirts too.. yup. unluckily for me, i ran into my physics teacher mr oh at the hotel on sunday morning, but he was checking out, so didnt see him again =) last nite after shoppin at night bazaar, we went to patpong.. its a former red-light zone la, so though there were many shops, there were also lots of red-light activities.. wont go into the details heh... wells.. goin off now :D

2004-12-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

hi ppl! IM BACK! hahas.. yuppers.. went to vietnam and thailand.. hmmz.. not gonna post details of my holiday here, since i wrote in a journal each day.. i actually wrote on 38 pages.. had a lot to say heh.. so those who wanna know the details of my holiday can just ask to borrow this journal.. i'll gladly lend y'all.. =) basically in vietnam, we did shoppin and some sight seeing.. went to places like the reunification palace, the war museum, cu chi tunnels, ben thanh market, china town, notre dame cathedral.. we were stayin in the Riverside hotel.. yups.. in bangkok, all shopping hahas.. went to places like jatujak, mah boon krong, patpong, night bazaar at lumpini.. bought tons of stuff la.. for myself, and as prezs for others.. maybe i'll add some details later.. but gtg now.. dad wanna use comp.. so see ya ppl! take care and never forget that God loves u! =)

2004-12-06T23:16:00.001+08:00

hi ppl! well.. im not gonna say what has happened over the past days cos.. well, a lot has happened.. however, im here to bring u news! =D im leaving TOMORROW for VIETNAM and THAILAND! be back only on the 14th! wheeez! hahas.. oh yeh.. erm.. i will be able to receive SMSes, so please SMS me kaex? i like hvin cool stuff to read haha.. my phone number is 90482237. SMS prices are the same (5cent) for u all, but it costs me 70cents to reply! so dont mind if i dont reply kae? hahas.. well.. im lookin forward to this trip for 2 reasons.. 1 is to escape frm the mess im in, and 2 is to shop!!! yay! hahas.. yeh.. i'll be missing you all.. so take care.. and SMS me lah! haha.. bye then.. God Bless..

2004-12-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

hi ppl.. 2dae was ok la.. went marcus' hse with tim swee, abi, teri and adam for some session.. teri kept tryin to take swee n my pics heh. then went fer mass.. sat with abi.. swee didnt come in.. was with jie in adoration room.. afta tat.. a whole lot of shit happened so not gonna talk abt it.. then went to bishan meet my mum n relatives.. ate stuff there and all.. hahas adam ur an idiot.. drop my mp3 player, push me into a woman in the bus, and shouted vulgarities until so many ppl stare at us.. but i still love u cuz =) i love all my family members yeh? hahas.. then hmmz.. came home la.. thats more or less it.. got a headache now =x.. God Bless..

2004-12-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

blog under renovation =)

2004-12-02T18:33:00.001+08:00

feel like postin a song? shud i? yeh i shud.. lol.. so many nice songs out now, esp the ryan cabera one.. 'true'.. but i'll post the lyrics of the song i heard on radio as i lay down tired and half-dead this mornin.. (=

I'll Stand By You
by Girls Aloud

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

(chorus)
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

(chorus)

Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

(chorus) x 3

2004-12-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

waiting for SI results show.. so shall post smth now.. =x argh! got fever + sore throat.. 38degcel lo.. feelin so sick.. haish.. aniwae, SI reminds me of American Idol Season 2.. where the better singer won (ruben studdard), but the more marketable singer made it big (clay aiken).. so.. taufik will win! =D kae im just crappin.. see wat fever does to u? mebbe i'll go lie down for a while.. hmmz.. ciao peeps! God Bless!!

2004-11-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

haish.. i dunu wat to sae liaox.. its not that ive been wearing a mask or anything, but its rather that i havent found time to deal with myself.. guess i shouldnt care so much for others that i sacrifice myself? i dont know. Jesus did that.. but who am i? anyway.. let's see.. i've broken up more than a month ago yet i still miss her so things kinda suck.. i've failed my a-maths re-exams so im forced to drop a subject next year.. im making sacrifices that hurt me such that the people i love can be happy.. sucks dont it? thankfully i still have my friends, my family.. i still have self-belief and strength.. but most importanly, i am not alone. in my darkest moments He will illuminate a path, in times of saddness He will lift my spirits.. and when the whole world comes crashing down on me, He will raise me up above all others such that those who reject Him will see for themselves the glory of the Almighty. i have seen people cry, i have seen people die, i have seen people collapse and fall to pieces.. but i've also seen people smile again, seen them get ressurected, and seen them pick up piece by piece such that they are whole again. nothing is impossible. trust in the Lord and He will make all things possible. Believe in yourself and make possibilities become a reality. you all know who you are. i offer you my hand. i am not afraid of falling, for i believe i will rise again. but do pray for me. God Bless.

2004-11-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. last updated on tuesdae nite, so here's a quick run thru of the week's events..
wed: went out wif benji, hakim, willis, weiqin, nabil, gideon and ernest to watch 'incredibles' again.. thnx benji for treatin me.. den went to meet tim didi n joan jiejie at gardens, walked arnd, went for mass.. ate till like arnd 10.30, met mum at chomp chomp, went home..
thur: pigged out. heh.
fri: evenin met jie at gardens.. sat n talked.. "gurl.fren" haha.. umm.. went for mass, bhot snacks n kena tricked into eatin.. yeh..
sat: met didi n jiejie arnd 10.30am to study at long john silver.. ate dere.. afta tat go buy mum's prezzie.. went home, helped mum wif work.. den went dinner wif bro n dad at jacks place..
sun: went for 9am mass.. wif melissa, 2 tims, jie n mei.. den shared prata n nasi lemak with di.. fer meetin, tried to speak up la.. good enuff i guess, for the first time yah? den went to eat wif didi, joel, n jessica at macs.. folding all kinda crap dere.. afta tat went to kiara's hse wif didi.. got so many neoprints yay! annie dropped by.. had dinner dere.. thnx auntie n uncle! left arnd 9.30? lol..

well.. tats all folks! tk care n God Bless alwaes!

2004-11-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

okae.. will blog abt 2dae.. promised annie i'll do so.. but quick blog kae? mornin 9am went to amk interchange, den went zoo with jiejie joan, meimei kiara, and sista annie.. reached zoo.. saw all kinda animals (duh).. i took a lot of butt-shots.. heex. if u wanna know more, ask me to send u da pics yeh? err.. ate peanut butter sandwhiches for lunch ^^p after that, went back.. reached home arnd 4-ish.. i think.. fell asleep on the floor.. woke up, went out with mummie to get my specs fixed, bhot stuffs to eat.. came home and tadah! yuppers (: hmmz.. tats enuff abt 2dae.. take care ppl.. God Bless!

its christmas once again. all i wanted last year was your love. how selfish of me. but things have changed. and so have i. this year, everything i wish for is to see you smile. take off your mask, and show me your smile. money cant buy happiness, so keep your wallets shut. words cant say what love can do, so hush now darling. i dont have to love you. i dont have to like you. i dont even have to know you. the smile on your face will be more than i deserve. for i am not worthy to cast a miracle. but when you smile, you're an angel. God makes wishes come true.

2004-11-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

wheeex.. sunday.. my favvie dae of da week!! lalala.. mornin went for mass wif my dearest family.. afta tat sat n ate wif jiejie joan n meimei kiara.. then went for the youth meetin.. okae la i guess.. jerome n jessica didnt turn up fer their speech, but at least we had a session wif the other grp.. thnx to jude n marcus anyway for facilitatin us.. hmmz.. afta tat, went to adoration room for a while.. then sat n spoke with teri.. tryin to know her betta.. yuppers.. den went wif jie, mei n kingkong to eat at cafe cartel.. shared 2 pizzas there la, den sat there for like more than 2 hrs doin nonsense =D den afta tat, we moved to some place.. the wat kiddie land or smth la.. sat there n did some readin n writin (n enjoyed free aircon (: ).. kingkong left first.. cos he wanted to.. ermm.. touch up on his make up =x.. so jie n mei n i sat dere fer abt 2hrs? lol.. den went to park.. played with the stupid cat dere.. i hate cats lor.. hahax. did some tokin to em all.. den mei's mummie n duddie came.. gave me free erm.. tako pachi (did i get it right?) hee hees.. joan jie jie so kind walked me to the bus stop.. i juz missed my bus hahas.. but its okae la.. got to talk n crap abt with her.. den came home to my darlin family.. yuppers.. hees.. (: well, tats abt it.. eh wait.. 2 more things.. first, let me declare that jocelyn is one HECK of a busy gurl.. so busy tat she cant even go buy wallet with me.. :(.. second ting.. gd news la.. didi is comin bak tmr! yay! miss him lo =').. okae okae enuff drama mama.. hahas.. tk care ppl.. God Bless!

2004-11-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

whey hey hey! me ish bak again.. ah wells.. quick run thru of the day.. woke up veh erlie in the mornin.. went school for a.maths ppr.. okae okae wan la =x. afta tat, went wif jack, chee n jona to orchard.. went to lido down dere.. they ordered food la.. i happily coup frm dem =D. den we sat dere for more than 2 hours, toppin up drink like free (acherlie it is), den playin cards.. i won everi game of bridge yay! (: afta tat, went to buy movie tix for 'the incredibles' at cine.. met kyna dere.. den she wanted to eat so went to the food court lorz.. den i so unlucky la ran into joshua branson, ronald n roland they all.. and worst thing ish.. they thot kyna was my gf.. yikes! -AHEM- shes isnt.. definitely not lol.. anw.. kenneth joined us.. walked arnd heeren lookin for a wallet i didnt buy fer abt half an hour.. den watched da movie.. oh yeh.. ran into louis, zai, their 3 gals, and andrew too.. anihow, kenneth said the movie was nice la.. but i think tat tho it was entertainin.. nothin really special.. ah wells.. afta tat.. went to church.. no one was dere lor.. no one im close to at least.. so went home quickly.. watched SI (taufik rawked!) den makan now here lor.. ah wells.. tats abt it.. take kare ppl God Bless! =)

2004-11-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. feelin bored now.. so me will bloggie =).. okaex.. wat happined ystd huh?.. umm.. wen to church in da mornin.. sat wif donkey kong, mel, n her fren (mel's fellow bird-watcher).. afta tat, met up wif mei mei n jie jie den we all went to mac n makan.. treat poor jie one hashbrown la (: wheex.. den wen fer youth meetin.. guess it gets more meaninful each week.. Praise God.. umm.. soo, kong, jerome, adam, joel, brandon, marcus, mirabel, kiara, joan, annie, teri, jessica, denise, adeline n the gurl in white (did i miss out anione?) were all dere.. haish.. grp gets smaller each week.. ah wells.. had a gd sharin session yup.. den afta tat mummy n daddy gonna pick me up cos gort hari raya visitin.. dey took foreva to come lorx.. luckily mei, jie, annie n teri waited for me fer abt 10mins.. spent da nxt 15mins listenin to my mp3 player.. lalala.. den parents came, went home fer a while.. i took a nap la.. den went auntie's hse (my dear uncle's a malay (: ) eat all da yummie muslim food den moved on to sengkang compass heights function room fer some karaoke thingie.. oh yeh.. everione had to wear green, so i dyed my hair green too =x.. anihow, the singing was sooooo great i didnt deserve to hear it, so wen walkin arnd the shoppin mall wif my kuzzin.. went back.. sang a few songs.. fell asleep.. came home.. yupperx! tats abt it la.. den reached hm arnd midnite.. stayed on till arnd 3.. den wen to sleep.. wheeeeeeeex... oh yeh.. to jie jie.. may ur ankle recover soon! yup yup yup.. tats all.. tk care ppl.. God Bless!

2004-11-12T12:15:00.000+08:00

heyaz ppl.. im gonna try sumthin new now.. im gonna post a POEM, but using only lines from the followin songs: 'angel' by amanda perez, 'my immortal' by evanescence, 'best i ever had' by vertical horizon, 'the first cut is the deepest' by sheryl crow, and 'truly, madly, deeply' by savage garden.. wud hv prefered to use more songs la, but itd be too messy.. so here goes.. (PS i did make some changes so it MAY flow)

Memories of Glass
God send me an angel
on this grey sky mornin
cos you still linger here
in my torn-apart heart
which i would have given
all to you as we stand
on the mountain and
bathe in the sea
of tears that i've cried since
the day you sailed away
without a word you
had nothing to say
and you stole my world

the first cut, the deepest
and all i can do is cry
cos you took my love for granted
and your face haunts
my dream, my wish, my fantasy
and as the sky, it
falls down on me
i wish that you would just
leave in a letter
you can't have my love no more
the wounds won't heal
i've been torn apart
just leave...

okae its RATHER bad yea? lol.. nvm la.. since its my first time tryin such a thing out, at least encourage me? =D heesh... well, cyz ppl.. God bless!

2004-11-09T01:55:00.000+08:00

heyas people.... IM BACK!!!! anyone missed me? hahahahas.. hmmz lets see.. CIC totally rawked lor.. i love all my bruddahs and all my babies!!! u all made me very proud kae? -beams- quick run thru of da activities.. thursday had dragon boatin, rock climbin n mural paintin. fridae had rock climbin, abseilin n mural paintin too.. oh ya.. nite walk also. sat had games day plus a bit of abseilin den zip line, den at nite had war games.. sundae arh.. was in charge of zipline trolley party, together wif all my babies.. den at nite had camp fire.. mondae clean up n went home.. so ya.. to my fellow camp leaders.. nick, cass, mansoor, clement, aaron, ernest, jireh, zul, shukri, chookie and jonathan... WE RAWK! hahas.. cudnt hv asked for a betta workin relationship wif u all, with da exception of one fella la.. (u noe who u r) to my babies: zhang liang, edmund, jia wei, melvin and calvin.. u all helped papa a lot when he was not feelin well.. so thanks! to my grp members.. lck, firdaus, jun he, si ying, edmund, marcus n naresh son-of-raj.. u all hv grown n developed a lot, and the leaders in u are startin to show.. so please culture ur strenghts n make full use of these gifts u hv.. hmmz.. now im listenin to depressin songs like "best i ever had" and "the first cut is the deepest", cos they sooth me... dunu y they dun depress me lol.. ah wells.. finally spoke to jocelyn todae.. evil gurl left for china widdout sayin bye to me but aiya its okai la.. tmr got sch n stuff.. so yup, betta sleep early.. endin of now.. gd nitex ppl.. God Bless! =)

2004-11-04T01:38:00.000+08:00

hey people! hahas.. quickie quickie.. im goin off to camp liao.. later 2dae.. will be back only on monday.. dun miss me hor.. :D hahas.. ya la nth else to sae.. God Blesss.. luv ya! (happy burpdae bel!)

2004-11-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeee..... 2dae rawked and sucked.. sucked cos had left leave hse at 7.30 n take bus to sch for CIC meetin.. but ya la traffic jam and i was like 20 mins late.. =( sowwie mr siow! afta tat had to buy stuff etc etc was reallie busy la.. left sch arnd 2.15 with nick.. den went to bel's house.. both tims and melissa were dere too, so we gave her a surprise burpdae bash! hahas.. how coincidental, cos just mins earlier she was smsin me tellin me how bored she was.. so gave her the bracelet i got, and had a mini celebration, includin a mini candle on a mini cake.. spent abt 2 hrs dere, then left for park.. down dere.. blah blah blah, joan n kiara joined us.. went to mass together, and kongster popped by too.. hahas afta mass jie jie saved me cos i was gonna fall frm my death on a 40cm-high slope =x.. yay jie ur a life saver! -beams- went to gardens, kiara n joan left first for tuition (not without feedin me first of course), den went to eat some stuffs.. shared food with didi.. kongster treated me haha u rawk dudester! wheee! den came home n here i am.. tired.. packin for cic.. den tmr still got sch.. lalalalala.. God Bless!

2004-10-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

hast caught my fall
and felt heart for me
to surrender all
love them to see

i think i've fallen for you

adds to my wishes
overflowing with passion
sweet warm kisses
beyond my imagination

i think i've dreamt of you

beyond worldy limits
goodness to be true
for it my heart beats
every breath for you

i think i've made you up in my mind

and i've lost you

but i wish it'd hurt..

- justin

hey ppl! God Bless! love you all.. cheers! =)

2004-10-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

there once were 2 men, who were both journeying to the real world. God offered them 2 gifts. the first gift was happiness, while the second was sadness. the first man chose happiness, and left on a high, praising God loudly and exeggeratively. but when he entered the real world, he found out that his gift was rejected by the many who knew no such emotion, and he returned to God, dejected. the second man chose sadness, n left on a low.. upon enterin the real world, he could relate to the countless people in need, and in the end, through mutual understanding, he was cured of his sadness, and the people all praised God. what we hv to learn is tat the people who ask n receive a happy life are the ones who will just come and go, while those who accept sadness will live a painful, but nonetheless meaningful life. so - u noe who u r - please dun take ur sadness as a weakness.. take it as a strength to help others who are just like u.. please.. uve just changed from the happy man to the sad man, but please still keep soaring high in ur faith.. please... i love u.
kae.. kinda struggly now.. ah wells.. ystd went rackyin of camp site, bhot camp stuff, went mass, walked back with joan, talked.. im gonna spare u the details.. 2dae afta sch had short meetin, den went to nickie's hse to do the stupid project.. afta tat went to kiara's hse, den went wif her to church.. were late la, but nvm.. better late den neva.. den joan n didi were there and.. spare u the details.. walked to gardens with collin then came home.. once again i'll spare u the details of our conv.. yup.. God Bless you people..

2004-10-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

take my hand and
please hold me near

thou whispers voiced
softly in my ear

do say the words
i've longed to hear

say much more than
just "i love u dear"

though in the darkness
you'll chase out fear

while lost in sadness
you'll wipe my tear

my broken heart
the hurt doust sear

ive lost u since
this first one year
-justin

happie aniversary to the person i lost! =') lalalas.. nth much to sae.. though deres someting which bugs me... JOCELYN left for Beijing WITHOUT sayin bye and WITHOUT offerin to buy me anything.. hmmph! =D yuppers. tk kare ppl.. ciaoo. God Bless.

2004-10-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

Here Is Gone
by Goo Goo Dolls

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me, yeah
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be, yeah
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

(Chorus)
And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be, all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah
I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

(Chorus)

And I don't need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

(Chorus)

And I want to get free, talk to me
I can feel you fallin'
I know it's out there, I know it's out there
And I can feel you fallin'
I know it's out there, I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah
I know it's out there, I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah...

wheeeeeeee! i LURV tis song too! so nice can? hahas.. ah wells.. nth much to sae.. ystd had circuit trng.. exhausted.. den 2dae plaed soccer.. afta tat went makan den went home.. slept den go grannie's burpdae bash yup =). tk kare ppl n God Bless...

2004-10-21T21:56:00.000+08:00

ROBBIE WILLIAMS LYRICS
"Eternity"

Close your eyes so your don't hear then
They don't need to see you cry
I can't promise I will heal you
But if you want to I will try
I'll sing this somber serenade
The past is done
We've been betrayed
It's true
Someone said the truth will out
I believe without a doubt, in you

(Chorus)
You were there for summer dreaming
And you gave me what I need
And I hope you find your freedom
For eternity...For eternity

Yesterday when you were walking
We talked about your mum and dad
What they did that made you happy
What they did that made you sad
We sat and watched the sun go down
Picked a star before we lost the moon
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone to soon

(Chorus)

I'll sing this somber serenade
The past is done
We've been betrayed
It's true
Youth is wasted on the young
Before you know it's come and gone too soon

(Chorus)X2

yay i wuv tis song! i wuv u too baby! =) God Bless you peeps! -wavy- lalalala... -mad-

2004-10-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

tra-lah-lah.. justin is a happie boi lol =).. yuppers. hi peeps! hmmz.. ystd had training.. quite ok la i thot it wasnt SOOOOOO bad but benji wanted to kill me.. sowwie dude.. hahas.. plaed soccer wif bb lost 3-2 but wth they had BOOTS we didnt :D. umm.. afta tat went lunch wif nick, shawn, benji, cass n mingyi.. ate at bk.. den wen bak lor.. hahas fell asleep but kena awoken by the excited shawn who wanted me to quickly install FM 05 n plae.. hahas thanks dude its RATHER cool but i got it in dutch n accidentally deleted all the english teams so no fun to plae.. ^^p ah wells.. was feelin moody ystd so sowwie to all the ppl i offended in my moodiness.. esp kiara lol.. she said i was pek chek =x..
2dae rawked lor.. hahas.. went 9am mass, was late but wth sat wif timo swee, melissa, yvonne, brandon n justin kong.. afta tat went canteen met adeline, mirabel n serene dere.. wah serene so evil keep hittin me stupid mummy hmmph! -sulks- hahas den mei mei adeline threaten not to feed me anymore m&ms bah stingy gurl.. aniwaes had cat class.. final one.. haish ='). everyone was present so tat rawked, den aunt cath n uncle dave brot cake for us to eat so nice of em.. hahas didi swee so childish wanted to plae wif cream aiyo.. den mirabel, serene, timo soo n myself were gossipin abt swee n adeline hee... lalalalas.. afta tat met joan n kiara (swee.. did they wait for us just to walk arnd 200m?), but they left to go joan's hse n work on kiara's blog.. so our gang first went to makan @ market place, den da 2 timothys n myself went to kong's hse.. played ps2 dere for so long wheeeeeeeeee! hahas didi n i kept takin pics so weird lol ^^, ..left arnd 7-smth n reached home b4 8.. yuppers.. swee got a fone hahas.. finally! lol.. yea tats abt it.. tk kare ppl n God Bless! ciaoo..

2004-10-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

heyas ppl! -wavey!- YAY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! wootsies! hahas.. so cool im totally enjoyin myself woot! lalalala... 2dae woke up at 8, listened radio till 9, left for my exam, reached home, showered n changed, den went out to meet my didi swee.. he was tokin to joan n since nickolas was dere too, went to eat at mac with him.. spoke to nickolas a lot yuppers.. den so kewl nearby the cast of "double happiness II" were filmin a scene, so i took a lot of pics of em!! yayness! xie shaoguang walked past n waved at us hahas.. as if im a fan of his! hmmph! :D so afta tat nickolas left, n as i sat with swee n joan, kiara n melissa joined us.. so talked some crap etc etc, den mirabel joined us too as we left for mass.. ya la gurl ur shoes veri nice.. =) afta mass mirabel left so me, swee, soo, joan, kiara n melissa went to cafe cartel to eat dinner.. shared fish n chippies with soo.. then he n joan left so the rest of squeezed into kiara's car as her parents fetched us to swee's house.. it was almost 10 alady hahas.. then so there were swee, melissa n myself dere.. played table tennis, pool etc etc.. then left arnd 11.30-ish... reached home arnd 11.50.. hahas.. thankew daddy for fetchin me home! =) OH YAH!!! forgot smth... if mansoor is to be believed, i am now a CAMP LEADER!!!! YAY!! -dances around in circles-.. lol im nuts.. ah wells.. gotta get goin.. havent even prepared for tmrs trng yet.. hee.. tk kare ppl and God bless u always! will keep each n every one of u in my prayers.. =)

2004-10-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. postin for the sake of postin hee.. lalala... so tat my fans hv smth to read.. -grinz- kiddin la hahas.. hmmz.. nth much happenin leh.. exams exams exams.. got so many frens supportin n tokin to me la.. but still its just exams exams exams.. =x.. hahas nth to sae so i shall end here! :D tk kare ppl n God Bless.. =)

2004-10-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

woo tis weekend has been G-R-E-A-T!!!! Praise God! wheeeeeee.. ystd celebrated my Godpa's burpdae at some SRC chinese restaurant.. his whole family was dere n i was like some special invited guest lol.. he called me his 'tang kia' =x.. anyways, ate all kinda kewl food there.. sharks fin, soft-shell crab, prawns, lobster, pregnent jap fish, raw salmon, cooked "ching chong"(i dunu wat) fish, frog legs, chicken wing, beef cubes, sliced deer meat, ostrich meat, abalone, and some others hahas.. so kewl.. thanks Godpa i luv u! happie burpdae! ^^ den afta tat played table tennis wif my bro n mum, and marcus popped by for a while to join.. wah his choppin not bad.. muz hv north korean blood in him hee... =)
2dae woke up early so sleepy but went for mass with swee, adeline, kong, raphel n brandon.. afta tat helped marcus to sell the yellow ribbon thingy.. those who wanna buy the extra i hv left please approach me hor! ate some stuffs, den went to meet kiara.. she's really a nice gurl.. pity tat she thinks lowly of herself, but.. u rawk gurl! lol.. -cheerleader- afta tat adeline left so timo soo, swee, raphel, kong n birthday boy brandon went to mac to makan.. talked for a while den everi1 left except swee n myself, who were gonna study. met tessa n her gang of frens n spoke a bit.. den also table nxt to us go some weird gurl kept starin.. rite tim? lol.. -shudders- den arnd 3 left home, fell asleep till 7, ate, watched tv n stuff.. was tokin to swee n huimin, while smsin kiara n adeline.. now theyve gone to sleep so im gonna mug soon.. tmr bio ppr ish at 11, so can wake up arnd 9.. which means i'll be up till arnd 3 or 4 muggin.. yuppers. tats abt it ppl.. take care n God Bless. =)

2004-10-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

"if ever you had to choose between the person and the memories, choose the memories, because people change, but memories will stay the same forever."
RILLI nice quote lol.. how applicable.. but i will choose neither.. cos the memories owaex links baq to da person which will then result in loneliness n sadness.. sucky feelins lor.. ah wells.. i will try to let go even though it is tuff.. God will help me every step of da wae =). newayz.. 2dae had geog.. lagi tuff lor.. wrote until hand swollen.. den went makan wif chee, afta which went home fer a rest.. den kyna indirectly invited me to her hse cos she was at home alone, but i decided juz to meet her fer a teenie while, took a pic of her (so geeky in specs! hee) den went to serangoon gardens.. met swee there, played chess, then adeline n her sis amanda came along.. thot adeline lots of physics so.. u go gal! hahas.. afta tat went church, got to noe 2 new ppl.. yvonne and err..shirleen i tink =x still carnt rmb her name lol.. den went home yup. here i am.. low life bugger wif exams killin me.. ah wells.. Praise God nonetheless =). gtg now hahas.. tk care ppl, n God bless.

eXaMs SuCk

2004-10-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

howdie doodie peeps! as u can see, my previous posts hv changed.. tats cos kennie helped me fix my postin pblm so now i dunch hv to type into da template again yay! (meanin my old posts kena deleted) thankew ken! -bows-. lol. well, been a veh stressful week.. for everyone im sure.. had my papers n boy were they tuff.. phew! still got a lot more to go so afta tis gonna mug chinese.. juz finished SS yeap. i wish everi1 all da besh fer ur exams! may God's blessings of wisdom, knowledge and the peacefulness to concentrate be wif u all =).

aniwaez.. 2dae a fren of mine was SMSin me (u noe whu you are) n she was veh troubled cos of certain things in her life.. her sister was like a monster n stuff.. scold my fren when she helped her so much and all tat.. so my fren felt sick n tired la.. i wanna share wif u all wat i said to her.. "I'm sure u love ur sister. To love is to forgive. By forgivin every wrongdoing she has inflicted on u, ur makin urself a respectable person.. N in time she will appreciate tis special quality u hv.. When the time comes tat u offended her, she will learn to forigve u too.. =)". i wun reveal who my fren is, but i meant wat i said cos i myself hv to come to terms with such problems. life is never fair but a little more understanding and with the grace of God we can still be contented. =) well tats it ppl see ya! tk kare n God bless!

2004-10-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

whey.. hvnt been able to post.. smth wrong... so *test test* duz it werk?

hellu

2004-09-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

hi ppl tryin out my blog cus i had some taggin pblm..

yay new template!

2004-09-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

heyas ppl.. long time no tag lol.. hmmz.. first let me thank kenneth n huimin fer helpin me wif my template.. kae fine huimin TRIED to help me.. effort -clapclap-.. hahas. well.. all i can say is tat exams r comin too soon n im really feelin the heat. can die lor walaoz every nite sleep at 2am.. my head siao siao liaoz.. ah wells.. tats life yeh? hope tat those who r in da same situation as me will find comfort n serenity in the knowledge tat God loves each of us.. yepsies doodies.. see ya ppl. take care hv rmb to hv sufficient rest! -smiles-

2004-09-28T01:07:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. let me practice summary skills since got not much time heh. will tell u wat happened 2dae n ystd afap.. ystd wen church, ate breakfast dere, den went for cat class. wuz so borin tat adeline n melissa were smsin me throughout e whole lesson hee. afta tat went home, did work, evenin met kenneth n we played baddie.. tried to steal food frm e lantern festi thingie but cud not =(. 2dae.. sch.. totally uneventful. reached home early, did bio, evenin went for a run. met kenneth n marcus playin baddie along e way (they were 'studyin'), den also ran into bryan, his bro (aka justin->not me!) n swimming. hahas bryan's chem tchr called said he shouted at her.. bad boy! afta tat walkin home thot i saw kyna (and i was widdout shirt summore) den wen i sms her afta reachin home found out tat it was her mum. yikes! hahas.. ran into seth also.. err ya tats it came bak had CRAZY stomach ache took a nap now feelin betta back to work haiz.. so yep bye ppl tk care and God bless.. allow me to share tis song wif u all.. (ask me if u wan da mp3 version)

Who Am I
-Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

2004-09-25T22:31:00.000+08:00

kae gotta make tis quick my bro chasing me.. tis mornin went for ncc orienteerin comp, and my boys did me n da whole of victoria sch proud by clinchin first in their route. they also scored the highest overall score, effectively makin em da best ncc orienteerin team in da whole of singapore =). -beams- praise God for tat.. afta months of trainin.. hahas. okie went home used comp n did stuff, den went for a run. did some sprint training also.. wah 200m is a killer! not gonna eva try it again.. den plaed baddie wif kenneth n marcus so fun yay i am tyco king! den met johnnie toked to him a lot lalala.. goin church tmr.. rushin off now my bro shoutin at me. tk care ppl! n remember tat God loves each n every one of u forever.

2004-09-24T21:02:00.000+08:00

to all my frens: i treasure each of u dearly and i dun wanna lose any of u. i wish we can remain as frens 4eva.
to all my ex-frens: i will still treasure u for the person u were to me.. im sorry things ended up tis way but im sure its for the betta of both of us.

wah kae todae so sleepy so wun post long. had a crap day in sch lor.. argued with benji, timo tan, ernest yuen.. den i ran into HIM.. twice in a row. anyways, at least ben n i hv settled thingies.. but e others.. haiz may God intervene cos i dunu wat to do. afta sch had oral went quite well phew.. afta tat went to kong's hse met timo soo first.. adeline and timo swee were dere too. i taught adeline physics haha ^^ den da 2 timos coup my fone and we ended up strugglin on da floor n adeline said it was obscene haha.. tats wat happens when ur da only gurl =D. afta tat went church den durin mass had stomach ache.. cud tahan a while but afta mass buay tahan liao i wuz like on e floor.. and mirabel n adeline were like feedin me M&Ms cos dey said it wud help.. yea THANKS GURLS im sure it helped SOOOOO much heh. ended up goin to da toilet. den went dinner wif 2 timos, kong n brandon.. wah tmr got orienteerin comp for my juniors.. trained em fer so many months liao.. im really proud of em and i hope to see em win 1st tmr =). oh wells.. tats it. God bless you all people. take care.

2004-09-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

october fourth

columns of countless numbers

upon which, sitting down

on the chair with legs tucked in

snugly under the tables

a year for one moment

this life for a change

so that the clock would turn

and show a happy face

pounding, jumping intensely

the strongest personification of

a painful desire to be free

from these acts of liberty

where everyone is thinking

sitting here feeling lost

because i had dared to dream

with my head on the tables

the dream is over.

-justin sim

hi ppl.. not goin to say much.. nutin to say really.. my life these past days hv been abt mugging.. no life rite? hahas.. at least tmr goin church gonna meet up wif my buddies yay! anyways, wrote tis poem cos its really a reflection of wat i (and many other peeps) are goin thru now.. those who take lit, try to solve it kae? =) till then, ciaoo! god bless.

2004-09-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

gonna make tis quick.. todae so tired slept in class bah but after sch active again =) gave da orienteerin guys one last briefin. afta tat did work in mc room until time to leave for mass.. walked to church, had some prayer session first b4 mass.. swee, mirabel, kong, adeline n jeremy were all dere, while timo soo n dominic were servin (they said melissa din go cuz me neva called her =x) .. had to zhao immediately afta tat, so walked bak wif swee, raphel, mirabel, adeline n jeremy.. den one by one they all took separate routes home till i left wif adeline.. tok a lot of cock la.. den walked her until near near her hse at da bus stop dere.. took bus home, did weights, watched "epl highlights" and now -> mug. cyz. god bless!

2004-09-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

heyaz ppl.. im back! =) ystd did nth much juz slept n slept den evenin played soccer wif titans, marcus, bryan, kenneth, seth n chris.. scored so many -yay!- at nite stayed up till quite late to do hw.. today went to church at 9 met melissa, mirabel, timo swee, raphel, kong.. den dunu how come im so unlucky(or lucky heh) kena stuck between both gurls.. mel and bel.. (wanted to sit nxt to swee lor boo hahas).. den haha so furnie stefanie (did i spell correctly?) was sittin behind us didnt even notice till bel pointed her out.. oh wells, no comments.. afta tat timo soo n brandon joined us as we went first to makan at kopi tiam.. ate prata dere hahas.. den sat for like 2hrs? juz crappin abt.. tryin to squeeze out some 'interestin' details abt certain ppl haha.. den weather became too hot so we went to mac den bhot ice cream and sat dere crappin for abt another hour den came home.. took bus wif mirabel.. today no gossiping =(.. hahas.. reached home did some work, fell asleep, did more work, watched 'the perfect storm', doin more work now.. sian lor brrr..
den jonathan askin me to join in 42km marathon hahas i'll consider.. will ask some ppl who are arnd my standard join me so we can complete the whole thing together in say.. 3.5hrs? at most 4hrs la.. haha.. if not then i will go for quarter marathon or smth.. but yea since the max ive covered is 19km, it wud be nice to try 42km heh.. wif frens of course.. very lonely running for 4hrs alone yarh? those who wanna join me juz ask kae? i'll be more than happy to hv company.. oh n fer more info, da homepage for da SCM is http://www.singaporemarathon.com/2004/index.html.. okie den.. gtg now pepps. see y'all! -wavey-

2004-09-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

WAHHH.. had such a long day today =PpP.. laz nyt slept late at arnd 2.30am cuz i was busy doin a chem report which was rejected.. ah wells. -blah- umm.. 2dae at sch met up wif derrick n kim yip afta so long.. afta sch saw ms ng abt my monitors council post as internal organising head. did sum work den took a nap in sch.. afta tat took bus to serangoon gardens cuz gonna meet church pals dere.. got off the bus den ran into adeline so walked wif her to coffee bean, hopin to see e others dere.. but they were late la so adeline and i sat down first and toked a little.. den along came collin (lol) and he like was so enthu to help me wif chem.. *thanks collin!* when i went to buy coffee, timo swee and justin kong came.. den kong n adeline sat separately *ahem!* while timo swee, collin and i sat to do work.. after a while mirabel came, den timo soo n paul also joined us. afta tat at 6 we left fer church.. 6.30 gort mass.. den finished 7+ went for dinner wif 2 timos, jeremy, mirabel, adeline, kong, collin, jonathan, raphel, brandon, paul until 8+.. den took bus home wif mirabel hahas once again we were gossipin.. but tis time i told her why timo soo is a 'cutie', tho he claims i gave her a wrong reason.. sorry la 'cutie' i dunch remember.. hahas kae gtg now ciaoo ppl! God bless and take care. =)

2004-09-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

nth much to say hahas.. i shall post my CA results then..
english - 60
chinese - 64
e.maths - 69
a.maths - 60
physics - 46
chem - 55
bio - 57
history - 74
social studies - 70
geog - 76

L1R5: 18
MSG: 3.9
ave score: 62.1
so wasted lor e.maths and chinese add one mark each den i will hv L1R5 of 16.. but nvm praise God for the improvement ive made..
anyways... here is wat mirabel tagged in malay: "you are cute, but i'm even more cute." hahas timothy soo.. tats all ppl tk care and God bless.. buaiz

2004-09-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

hmmz betta make tis quick cuz i gtg soon.. err on sunday went to church in e mornin for some meetin, den spent da rest of the day crashin hw..yeap.. err on monday left sch early cuz i had dental appt.. i was gd so the doctor wanted to give me a sticker, but i said no hahas see im so mature -beams-.. afta tat went to serangoon, ate lunch den went to mac to do werk until time for mass.. met collin and jonathan dere.. err.. collin intro me to some gal.. his student, whos name ive forgotten so nvm yeap.. jonathan sat wif me for a while, den left.. den i wuz doin work for abt an hour, and timo swee walked in to meet me.. did some work den when it wuz time to go for mass, he, me n collin (who sat in dere like..forever) went together.. collin n timo went first cuz they had to tok abt smth, while i waited for mirabel at da bus stop.. she was like almost late, but was braggin to me tat it was e first time she WASNT late for mass.. boo.. we were like e last 2 to walk in lor.. afta mass went wif timo soo, timo swee and mirabel to mac, den tried to do work dere, but ended up makin a HECK lot of noise.. den arnd 8+, started leavin.. i took bus back wif mirabel n we kept makin fun abt justin kong and adeline, 'the perfect couple'.. HEE HEE.. today err.. sch, came home, went running.. met bryan, jason and my godpa.. yea tats abt it.. ciao ppl tk kare n god bless..

2004-09-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

I AM A CONFIRMED CATHOLIC!! lalala... hahas...

lets tok abt ystd first.. went for mass at 6.30, den had praise and worsship frm 7.45 to almost 10.. den afta tat went to makan supper roti prata wif jem, both timothys, kong, brendan, and some furnie guy.. reached home at 12.30 or so.. den today got confirmed yay! so happy.. but yea its not the end, its the beginnin.. gotta go church and serve in the ministry now hehe. den my godpa gave me a rosary which was blessed by the arch bishop himself woot! godpa martin also gave me a pen which he used to sign sum thingy which was veh impt.. so meaningful.. thanks godpa.. (those who dun understand please bear with me)
received many blessings so i am very thankful to everyone, esp my family, frens, cathechists, and facils who have helped and guided me all da way... b4 e process stupid serene go steal my nametag hahas evil gurl den she keep callin me 'bad boy'.. den i was askin jelean y she neva go church camp she say dowan haiz she missed out on a lot.. oh n timo swee gave a nice testimonal.. very brave and nice of him.. hehe.
okai.. afta ze confirmation session, went to tim swee's hse... jeremy, both timothys, mirabel, serene and melissa went dere... wif me of cos.. met han wee on the bus hehe.. anyways, went dere, then played stuffs like table tennis, pool, basket ball all tat.. sat on sweet's trampoline, den played truth or dare.. hahas so fun found out a lot of tings.. den serene and i sharin secrets hahas.. afta tat played more basketball, and we were like breakdancin on swee's front porch hahas.. now my wrist hurts =(.. err.. later, kong came wif his ps2, and we plaed at tim swee's hse.. oh ya! i also beat serene *twice* at pool, and mirabel, jeremy and melissa at table tennis hee hee.. okai i shudnt brag cos timo soo trashed me at it =(.. lalalas..
left swee's hse at arnd 1.15am.. hahas.. den reached home at 1.45... yay! hahas.. my parents so supportive.. allow me to be so active in church hee.. tmr goin church again at 10.30 cos deres tis meetin which i gotta attend since i wanna join the ministry... lalala.. as for now, its back to the harsh real world.. gotta do a.maths homework now.. desperate to clear as much as i can.. god help me. tk care ppl, god bless y'all always.. cyz.

2004-09-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

hmmz im at justin kong's house now playin ps2 so i betta make tis quick.. todae went sch den ate lunch with aysraf and benji, den afta sch went to SIR building to get i/c. afta tat went to amk to get food, den went to coffee bean in serangoon to waste time readin pprs till its time for church. went to church for mass, den went to eat dinner with melissa, jeremy, vivian and timothy swee at cafe cartel. afta tat went to timothy swee's hse watched jem and timo plae pool, den played a bit of basketball and jumped on his trampoline. afta a while go to kong's hse... im here now.. =D smsing jocelyn askin her go study wif me tmr but evil gurl dowan lor shes so lazy.. :( tats all ppl god bless and tk care. buaiz.

2004-09-08T21:51:00.001+08:00

wah im SOOOOOOOOO tired... last nite slept at 4.30am (not even nite lor) cuz had to do work, den mornin woke up at 7 cuz gotta be at sch for geog by 8. when geog ended at 10, i went to mc room wait for aysraf, den he pei me go roxy to get a hair cut. hahas thanks aysraf i appreciate ur company.. we kept tokin abt 'stuffs' involvin teachers *evil grin*. den went bak to sch (a lil late after 12) for a.maths which lasted till 2, den had e.maths until 4.. grrr.. at 4 i went to gym met jerrad dere den did a thorough weights workout so yea kinda achy now. finished at 5 den took a bath finished at 5.15.. wah den got some channel i ppl filmin a program at the canteen and the child actor really sucks big time.. ah wells.. den took bus 135 on da way to church, but was too late so half way had to transfer to taxi den reached church juz in tym.. met up with melissa and mirabel first, den we went for the mass thing and we were late! hahas. -pai seh- den afta mass went wif jeremy go makan at the market place, den afta tat went home.. reached home juz before 9 tats y im so tired lor.. oh ya n tdae melissa kept smsin me errr... weird =x. ah wells.. gtg now tk care ppl buaiz.. shud i watch soccer 2nite? hmm... =D

2004-09-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

heys ppl.. im back finally after 4 days of camping.. on friday had monitors camp and yea it was really fun. played games and x box most of the time.. went to eat at mac, den at nite we had a movie marathon from 11-5.. watched 'garfield', 'x-men 2' and 'school of rock'. afta tat went walkin arnd talkin with benji n shu de so didnt sleep all nite hahas.. nxt dae went for a bit of trng, den went for church camp at 1..

church camp was really meaningful and touching.. it made me face a problem i hv always avoided. yea i admit i cried a few times but it feels gd to be relieved of all the pain and sadness ive been keepin inside of me for too long.. thnx to marcus for all he did to console me.. special thanks too to all my frens like the 2 timothys, paul, brendan, melissa, jeremy.. err.. sorry ppl i carnt rmb all.. but u noe uve played a special role in my life n im forever grateful to u for being dere for me.. to uncle david and aunty catherine, thanks for supportin me every step of the way. to my parents.. i love u both dearly.. yea tats abt it..

i received an sms.. with the line: "I m sorry if this hurts u.. But yeah, u should know that i never loved u last time". thankfully it didnt hurt me cuz ive found peace, and yea.. the past really shudnt haunt someone who wishes to shape a bright future for himself. sometimes, u dun hv frens because u nid them, but rather becos they need u.. my dear frens, please shower me with your blessings, and noe tat i will always be there for u when u need me. tk care and god bless. buaizies!

2004-08-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

on my birthday (which was yesterday), i prayed for your blessings to be showered. not just on me, but on everyone in this world, especially my family and my friends. i probably would not understand why you chose to throw my life in chaos on my very birthday, but i thank you for it anyway. my house had no maid since she left for the embassy, and my parents were not only stressed, but incredibly flustered. i was left tired and irritable in school after so many things came crashing down on me, including my failed social studies test, along with some idiots from the school. not only that, but someone whom i had treasured as a special friend left me close to tears because he was such a... baddie =pPp. i came back tired and sad and depressed and hungry, to a home where there was no food. my dad had to go buy food. but its ok lord, for you taught me to love my family.

while nobody in school even bothered about my birthday, which i myself didnt really care about, my mum got me an mp3 player, while my dad gave me an ang pow. not that the value of these things mattered at all. i was touched to be blessed with such a loving family and i am thankful that you exposed me to the real love that exists in my family on this special day. i also made someone my new good friend, for i realised that lettin go of the past only welcomes the future, and i am looking forward to a strong friendship with this person.

today went well for me. i had a performance(which didn't exactly go as planned), and i made some people smile. i gave joy to a number of teachers with gifts shared with my friends, and i was also the receipient of a simple but meaningful birthday card which touched me. not only that, but i also learnt the meaning of teamwork and unity when i had to do some things with my fellow monitors. my new good friend was there for me too, but yea i was too busy for him. hahas. sorry ah dude. my 'treasured friend' tried to hurt me again, but i didnt let it happen. i stood strong. after that i went to my old school, and i met up with all my ex-classmates and ex-teachers. we had a nice soccer game (as usual we won), and i got the opportunity to rebuild old ties. at first i couldnt even recognize my buddy, but once i found out who the HECK he was, we really had fun together. after the match and meetin the teachers, we went for lunch at macdonalds. i didnt really eat much cos i don't like unhealthy food (hahas). after that, jonathan, alvin and myself went to watch a movie, 'the twins effect'. in all honesty it was a crap movie, but it was the company that made the whole thing enjoyable. so yeap, i just came back and now im blogging.

lord, let me thank you for answerin my prayers. i asked you to teach me how to love my family, and that's what you did yesterday. i asked you to make me happy, and today was such an excellent day. i prayed for you to allow me to spread joy and love, and i believe that i have made people happy this day. more importantly, i had asked for a special request: to make an old friend new. obviously i was thinkin along the lines of TAT special friend, but you decided what was best for me, and you presented me instead with my ex-buddy from pri school. yea, that was like one of the last things on my mind, but im thankful you made that decision for me. i will move on with life lord, and i will let go of the past.. but only if you will guide me and show me the way. god please bless my family and all my friends, and grant them peace and happiness. may i be there for them whenever they may be in need. god, please help me to forget people who make me cry, because i only love to smile. thank you lord. amen.

p.s. to jocelyn: how cud u forget my b-dae?!?!? hmmph! nevamind i'll reply ur message now.. lalalas..

.:wAhZ:.

2004-08-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. todae started off gd lor.. went to church bart wuz late hahas -blushes-. den afta tat had da confirmation rehearsal thingie at the main church buildin, and my class sat rite behind at the corner so we were so noisy lol. den poor calvin(the guy in the pprs cuz hes the sailin world champ yay!) kena stuck between 2 gals, while mirabel kena stuck between 2 guys. -grunts- we all so plaeful lor keep switchin our name tags hee. wen i showed the youth leader tat my confirmation name was "melissa", he was like so shocked hahas. den afta tat cud not find my name tag, so ya la was wonderin wat happened.. thot uncle david took it since gort spellin error. yuan li ru ci (dun laff at my bad chinese la) its serene who couped it lor evil gurlx.. den stupid paul and timothy tmr gg obs thinkin abt who they wanna sleep wif in da tents.. aiyo.. fags -grinz-

okie la den came home smth bad happened but dun realli wanna tok abt it so yea.. there u go! -smilez- to benjamin: gd luck wif ur chihuahua! hahas.. okai okai enuff frm me tk care ppl god bless u all =)

2004-08-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

i still miss you
very much, and i cant stop
but think about you
and the times we shared
those hugs that showed us
everyday in love
with you
but of course in life
nothing lasts forever not
even those special things
that make life so worth
living, i can't do it
on my own without
you who took my heart
and played with it like
it was a toy like
it didnt mean nothing
but you to me means
everything that i want
to say one more time i
love you.

juz wrote it free-verse without thinkin and without editing so OF COURSE there are many loopholes but wateva la hahas.. tdae trained the team 12km in the blazin sun.. so many reported sick and i too felt kinda tired but wat to do lorz.. okai acherlie i hv nth much to sae cuz i did a lot of sleepin junnow =pPp.. buaiz ppl see ya and god bless.

.:PisSeD oRf:.

2004-08-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

sometimes ur full of anger and hate n u juz wanna make shit outta everything. but when u look into the eyes of the person u loved, all softens and u realise the world out there isnt so harsh after all (except for those few bloody idiots la).. god help me..

hmmz ya ive got a new layout nice nort? hahas. to those of u who dunu (ahem kenneth), its BoA. yeap. wah 2dae sian lor got into quarrel wif some dickhead ah wells shit happens -yeap-. hmmz.. afta sch had cher's dae rehearsal doin da macarena so lame hahas oh wells dancing in front of da president sho it shud be an honour lor -gleams-. hahas okai nth much to sae tk care ppl god bless u owaex..

.:oOoOo:.

2004-08-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

Missing
By: justin sim

a tear in the eyes
for a love so lost
from a thousand lies
broken heart of a ghost

the times we shared
those comforting hugs
the love we had
and sweet, warm snugs

when palms met
and lips touched
as the sun set
oh i loved you so much

but then you left
a sheep in the fields
the victim of theft
a heart that steals

lonely i was
wondering astray
yes i was lost
couldn't find my way

though its all gone
our lives anew
i would have sworn
that i still love you

hmmz.. depressing poem eh hahas. pity the person its abt wun even be reading it.. -haiz- anyways, nth much to say. gd nite ppl tk care and god bless.

.:sigh:.

2004-08-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

hi ppl.. yea changed my blog design.. if u tink itz worse den err juz lemme noe la im open to comments (: .. well me kinda tired now.. went for 10km run ystd in sch with the team, den tdae did 3km in e bloody sun after a soccer match.. ah wells. afta trng went makan with ben and shawn wah the kfc aunty's a bitch tho ya la i shudnt hv asked "eh aunty got bird flu or not?". hee. den came home onlie to see li jia wei lost den i bet she gonna say "i told susilo to go easy last nite". -wateva-. k la i nort in gd mood missin someone now ah wells i'll end of here then.. gd nite ppl. tk care and god bless you all owaex.. -muacks!-

.:pLoNk!:.

2004-08-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. kinda furnie.. cuz now im talkin to 2 'jocelyn's. my gd fwen jocelyn ngiam from nygh.. den also gort tis new fwen "jocelyn" tan hui min from mayflower. hahas.. so conincidental lor.. both also are veh nice ppl. anyways, tis post is juz to sae tat the thai baddie freak, also known as "boon-suck", is damn tyco hahas.. spoilsport me ^^. ah wells, nth much to sae.. so gd nitex ppl tk care and gawd bless u owaex (:

.:iM LikE... sOoOo tIReD?:.

2004-08-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

wah so tired damn sia cuz laz nyt slept at 3.. hmmz will make tis post short.. gotta do stuffs soon. today had a maths test yay think can pass! hahas den ms lau will treat me drink *woot!* afta sch stayed bak to do some work den ended up playin carrom until arnd 5pm. den i decided to do some more work until at 5.30 wanted to zhao but sms my mum cuz now shes workin nearby and lucky la she fetched me home at 6.15 hahas ^^. got back den kenneth call me go plae baddie at his place.. got marcus, chance, kyna, gina (or smth), and winnie all dere i went dere late for a while cuz i was so damn tired.. den got bak nth much lars gotta do stuff now..

den mi stupid tagboard not workin wtf lor.. but anyways yea hi shi hui i can see ur in a gd mood -smiles-. betta liddat hahas. oh n if u wanna sms den sms lor i will reply okai gurlx? heesh. orites den gd nite ppl tk care god bless muacks!

.:gUD dAe!:.

2004-08-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

halowz! hahas.. me is in a gd mood today yay! whai? cuz me got 2 pair of shoes AND some pens AND some correction tape! -beams- hahas.. its been like.. 3 months?.. since i last bhot any stationary so yea im happie can stop stealin stuff frm jonathan liaoz =D. got the 'popular' pens (6 for 2.20) and da furnie correction tape (6 for 4.50). -gloats- hmmz.. abt e 2 pair of shoes.. both are diodorra and i got em from the "budget" section of da sportslink in amk! hahas yea BUDGET (acherlie they're cheap cuz there are only limited sizes left..and theyre old models la).. but they were gd buys ^^. i got tis white-silver-blue racer which was worth S$109.90 for only $39.90!!! den got another white-blue flat-sole mat-ish shoe for 24.90 bux when it used to cost 60.45! hahas.. both will be sch shoes so mie dear victorian fwenz remember to look down when y'all see mi in sch tmr ah! n da besh thing is... where did all da money to buy tis things come frm? mummy's credit card! hahas thanks mum! -hugs-

erm.. juz came bak frm a run wah shud hv trusted my instincts and NOT run todae.. firstly it juz rained la so it was kinda hard to breathe.. den oso got 7th month air-pollution-period -grinz- so yea a lot of ashes all over the place i had to hold my breath when i ran across some areas.. sucky lor.. tried to do a moderate run den felt a lil bit tired after 20 mins.. yea tired.. i cant feel tired if i gotta mugg for a maths 2nite ritess? den i walked for 5 mins, and a gurl overtook me! hahas.. damn malu-ating lor.. so i decided to juz whack for another 15 mins.. yea full-pace.. and acherlie it was betta dunu y but i had less difficulty breathing thru e shitty air.. okai i bet u all fallin asleep liao so i shudnt tok so much hahas.. tk care ppl! gd luck to all those who r hvin exams tmr (myself included).. god bless u all owaez..

P.S.
HI SHI HUI!! hahas.. see u so special i say 'hi' to u in my post.. be happie hor gurlx..
to marcus and kenneth: GD LUCK to u ppl for ur cross country thingie tmr.. whack all the way! hahas.. =D

.:nTh mURcH:.

2004-08-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

heyaz ppl.. aint got much to say since i spent da whole dae sleepin hahas. -yawnz- i woke up at arnd 1130, listened to radio to 12+ since dere wuz tis hoobastank interview on power98.. den played games etc. at arnd4, i slept again den woke up at 7.30.. -grinz- so yea... hahas.. wun be sleepin berri erlie 2nyt hahz! aniwaes.. juz to let y'all noe.. for the moot parliament debate lalala thingie, we won an award.. da best written bill thingie.. hahas acherlie chris n josh wrote da whole bill but timo n i poachers sia still get a plague each. hahas thnx to ms sharma and mr zou n of course josh n chris heesh..

anyways, found tis fun lil game on da web.. check it out (:.. http://www.miniclip.com/bushshootout.htm
okai den.. see ya ppl tk care and god bless

.:bUrPdAE gUrL:.

2004-08-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

heyaz ppl.. hahas. today had nth much happenin since i fell asleep for like.. 5 hours? -grinz- still hving fever yea.. lalala.. i think i shall dedicate a message to ppl individually

jocelyn - happy burpdae dearie! :) hahas.. may all ur wishes and dreams come true, and may u complete ur lit essay by 2nyt. -laffs- yea and can u pweeze tell me wat ur klazzies gave u? -puppy eyes- ur supposed to be angelic hor hahas..

cassidy - hey dude dun be so upset or depressed or anything k? just be urself.. ure actin like the banana man frm singapore idol.. juz tat u hv a lot more dignity inside and ppl luv and respect u for tat.. i hope u remember tis..

nickolas - for heaven's sake faster find cass' peak cap la boo

aysraf - thx man for owaes wishin me gd luck and get well soon and stuff.. neva really thanked u but yea i appreaciate it (:

claire - fine u did a gd job as mdm speaker sir hahas.. okai i'll shake ur hand tmr yea? :)

jason - thanks a lot dude for always supportin me and stuff, and for helpin me do simple things like downloading songs.. ur a great person with a strong character and i hope allison sees tis side of u cuz its wats inside tat really matters.

allison - go tok to jason la gurlx..

marcus - may ur feet get well soon

kyna and kings - hahas saw u both on news 5 2nite eh kyna speak properly la u were mumbling on national tv hahas =D

wai yee - will giv u a treat one of these days i pwomiz..

ms ho su siu - lau shi ni be biased a little bit rang wo pass chinese tong che ke yi or not? -giggles-

sec 4s fwenz - gd luck for ur o lvls

to those who arent mentioned.. im sure u still play a special role in my life nonetheless and i thank you for tat.. gd nite ppl.. take care n god bless you always. -hugs-

.:mOoTY dAy:.

2004-08-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

yea today was the debate thang...didnt go veh well n me thinks me screwed up. thanks tho to all my pals who encouraged it rilli means a lot =D. highlight of the day was qingyang as serjeant of arms and claire as "madam speaker SIR".. hee.. muz suan her cos she so bad didnt be biased towards her gd fren => ME! yay! hahas. anyways, afta tat went to eat taco bell wah such a gd deal i got 2 tacos + fries + drink for 5.70 (u.p. 8.80) budden i still wuzunt full hahas wanted to eat 2 shroom burgers which wud hv cost a mere 2.50 for 2 but didnt cuz me on diet hahas..

went home tried to mugg cl didnt turn out veh well but still got tym hehez.. den i went for a timed run.. hahas wasnt veh fast but still covered arnd 12 click in 1hr...cancan la.. but i stupid shudnt hv run cuz i wasnt feelin veh well not ive got a fever sigh takin panadol hope i get well soon fer tmr's cl test.. -sniff-

ok ppl im gg off now.. tk carez of urselves..dun end up like me. luv ya'll..byez.. muacks!

.:yAwn WAt a Dae:.

2004-08-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

hmmz...gonna make tis quick cuz i gotta go do werk liao.. today was kinda fun went out to plaza sing with jocelyn, wai yee, and wai yee's fren.. haha wai yee wuz e only one eating so we all stared at her. -grinz- afta dat went to watch 'the village' wah it wuz so stupid lor but noeing wat a ham ji i was, i was freakin out hahas.. and jocelyn so evil lor she keep turnin to me and shouting "boo!"..hahas nearly scared me... NEARLY.. =D. den afta that left the place lor gave her a b-dae prezzie - a dog keychain. then yea went home

not gonna dedicate a para to kenneth but yea dude lets eff orf for a while and cool down.. watch ur words tho cuz honestly i find em offending (tho u prolly find wat i say equally offending) lala.. pray u will be more understandin to how others feel.. yeap gtg now. see ya ppl.. take care and god bless u all owaex..

.:dAY uPDaTe:.

2004-08-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

halowz fwenz! din blog yesterdae cuz me didnt hv much to say.. not dat i hv a lot to say now la hahs. firstly, let me congratulate the victorian gep team for clinchin FIRST runner-up in tis year's history drama competition..the last of its kind. gd job guys! (laz yr my fwenz and i got 3rd lol) i was there to usher.. RGSS hahz.. lucky me got a gd sch yay! then after that had discussion for the upcoming moot parliament debate thingie. wish mie luck ppl! so yea fyi nanyang got first place for history drama tis yr.. -beams-. eh? a bit weird rite? hahas

afta tat went to ang mo kio with chee and jack to makan.. had fish soup and rice cuz im baq on diet -hehz-.. then chee the piggy left afta tat so jack wuz wif me.. he lives near mi hse wat so we go baq together lor.. but first i went to look for a prezzie for jocelyn.. hahas! apparently she doesnt like animals but oh wells anyways i got her a -bleep!-. cant disclose yet cuz i want it to be a secret heesh.. oh wells.. den went home and fell asleep on the sofa in my uniform while watchin those borin old saturday noon-time channel 5 movies..

den woke up changed clothes den immediately went for a run.. hahaz it wuz more of a jog cuz i did it veh slowly.. wasnt even breathin thru my mouth yeap.. 5.2km in arnd 40 mins.. yea.. THAT slow hahas.. but it was nice cuz the wind was blowin and the sun wasnt too hot so yeap great time to run. den ya was also smsin jocelyn today tentatively gonna go out with her and huiyi tis monday.. see how things turn out first.. now my relatives are in mi hse and i pwomizzed my lil cutie kuzzin to let him use e comp play games so i shall end here hahas. bye ppl! tk care and god bless! muacks!

.:hi yA'Ll:.

2004-08-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

okie today was a gd day yea. had pt first period den played soccer but i slacked since i was tired frm ystd's run.. after that during recess borrowed blazers cos nxt wed is alady the moot parliament debate competition thingie so ppl wish mie luck! hahas.. den after that lessons lalala okie la except e maths quiz so damn tuff walaoz mr lai ur a saddist lor so sad cos i sure fail wan boohoo...

after sch went straight to parliament hse for the mpp briefin thang..walaoz fell asleep durin e video hahas...but learnt a lot of impt things durin the actual briefin la yay! afta the whole 2-hr briefing, went to somerset to meet kenneth..den we went to heeren together cos i wanted to buy this iron bracelet thingie.. so we went to... u noe? tis ulu area at the top floor where can find all those garang stuff like tattoo shop den shops sellin chains and bags and those funnie thingies? hahas yea went there and searched soooo long finally found a nice lil bracelet that cost a cheap 5 bucks..den i engraved the word "JOX" on it hee hee who noes wat it means? :D

den had to wait for half an hour for e engravin la.. so went to hmv listened to music wow guys im tellin u the new maroon5 acoustic cd is DAMN gd woot! hahas.. finally got the darn engraved bracelet then stupid kenneth wanna go j8 boo...so wth la i go with him.. he search so much for a shirt finally found one but didnt hv his size hahas.. poor kenneth dun be sad kaes? hahas. den went home la. on da train wah so funny ran into my 30-smth year old cousin tok to him lor.. den that stupid kenneth almost made me approach a gurl cos he said she was his fren luckily i didnt get fooled phew! then came from train our bus was there so had to run for it then wtf lor my pants dropped to my knees hahas indecent exposure =PpPp...

ah wells thats abt it.. gd nite ppl.. take care and god bless u always..

.:pOSt ComPEtitIoN upDAte:.

2004-08-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

heys guys...quickie news on todays run before i go sleep hahas...hmmz... i got overall b3 division 9th place (1 worse than last year), and overall b3 team 2nd place. tts kinda gd cos over e past 2 yrs hv neva won a team medal before...finally the wait is over yay! anyways.. my 9th position is a real disappointment tho.. redzuan beat me in the last 100m, and i let ppl like terence, addison, pak kiu and tat indian fella overtake me.. but then again, these people are really gd runners so yea.. gd job all of u :).. oh wells.. gonna go to lala land now hahas.. tk care ppl and god bless!

.:tMR iS jUsT oNe dAY aWaE (dUh):.

2004-08-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

first things first....SORRY JOCELYN!!! didnt mean to offend u -whimper-... budden again..ur not angry so izzokae haha -grinz-. thanks for being so forgivin yay! anyways...yea.. i must also thank ALL my friends who have wished me luck and given me support before tmrs run (esp jocelyn and kenneth).. yea i am really very worried cos got a lot of pro kia runners suddenly poppin up and while i do hv a lot of respect for them *applaus*, tmr i aim to beat them flat..=) i hope i can la since im so kapui now :'(

anyways...i wun blog much todae...nth much happened wat hahas. except bio got to cut open liver so cool yay! den i jkjk stick my finger into the lobang there (think its the artery) den was happily whirling it arnd until ms ho told me to stop it hahas but thx ms ho ur a gr8 teacher! hahas.. (: hmmz yea thats all i hv to say...i do hope the next time i tag, it wud be to announce gd news, esp regardin e inter hse xc thingie..

take care people, and god bless.. see ya muacks!

reality check

2004-08-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

wah dammit ystd blogspot was down but neva fear once again justin is here! heesh... hmmz ystd quite fun la...go church den i was asked to sing for "choir" i sux lor budden tis short gurl i hv no idea who she is but she's got a great voice woot! yea the voice of an angel but the look of a... nvm i shant go there. anyways...after that went to makan then had to rush home cos later gotta go sch for e monitors farewell thingie.

so i reached sch arnd 345 den started playin a bit of freekicks with han khee, benji, benin and timothy.. haha han khee u suck boo... den after that more people came till we had a match blah blah.. played till past 7 den went to makan wah the food not bad gd to make me fat haha. scali i become like mason choo boo! den after dinner went to play soccer again..tis time at basketball court...wah e sec 4 all so pro lor *crosses fingers* go and thrash us haha.. hmmz den after that zhao liao reached home arnd 9+ 10..

hmmz today sch as usual la...not fun but err...enriching hee =D..oh wells i shouldnt spend too much time blogging...goin for a run now den afta that i go do hw... heesh so sian...bye ppl tk care muacks!

.:tRaINinG uPdATe:.

2004-07-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

hmmz...sleepy now cuz i juz came bak frm stadium... met adrian there at arnd 0745...he supposed to do 2.4 re-test budden he didnt cos his stupid cher said kanot hahaz poor adrian dun be too sad kaez? :) so anyways i went running 2.4km twice...both 9+ mins so quite encouragin heh.. but it was rainin after tat la so i sat down and relaxed while drinking hot milo...crazy adrian, tho, decided to do some sprinting drills. in the rain lor that wacko.. so i sat there and gave him some tips which i lernt after watchin the "top speed" tingy at omni theatre...acherlie no, i was juz bullshitting him...haha. den cos some ppl frm his sch was there got a lot of gals to see haha.. then there was tis grp of crazy gals go pour water all over one poor fella until she kena soaked haha...but then again not much diff since she wud also get wet due to e rain blah. think tis evenin run again to st nicks...anibodie wanna run wit me juz let me noe kkz? okie dokie i go sleep now zzzz lala land here i come!

lalala

2004-07-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

i don't know why
you mean so much
the pillar of my life
with the softest touch

yet you often dont care
about how i feel
i tell you im sad
you say 'big deal'

but still i care
never giving up
you have my soul
body and heart

one day you'll see
my love for you
but it'll be too late
for love to be true

tell someone you luv them before its too late... (so ya la idiot *u noe whu u r* tell me that now grr!)